oh well... duno how to start my entry today...
okay, its a saturday..
woke up early to watch super band...
alright, i lurve watching this kinda show. i also duno y..


was heavy hearted today..
i am blind..
i seriously tik i am blind today.
u noe y?
cos i am blind to see how blessed am i actually.
frankly speaking... i dun feel joyful at all.
i feel..... sianzation?
that was this morning..


in the train..
God reali convict me..
revial and rising up to do something came across my mind..
and yes, in that 45mins journey, i made a decision to get out of comfort zone and i have to do something abt this stagnacy in this cg and even in my heart.
its time for me to do something....


went to service with a decision that i mus mit God today.
revial mus happen in my heart today.
and guess wat?
today's topic was abt revial..
and it seems like God design this service especially for me...
hehe.
worship God and i've met God =)
argh, time jus went too fast, i wish there will be longer time to worship...
god reminded me of JOY.
i always tell myself that probs are good...
cos it means that success is nearer.
but dumb me, i actually dun feel grateful at all!!
yups, i am a human too, its normal to be discourage, its normal to feel lousy when things dun go my way.
however, i am not any other human u can find on the street...
cos i noe e source of joy..


sometimes, we jus need to open our eyes to see.
to see how bless we are.
to noe that we are actually on the winning side.
the situations wasnt that bad isnt it?
y am i behaving as if its the end of everything?
i thank God that he made me realised this simple fact.
the fact that i am not in the dead end,the fact that everything will be okay and also the simple fact that God is on my side.

actually if u wana God to help u to open ur eyes to see wat God has instore, to see things in hope, u have to mit God 1st..

true?


yeah, the preaching..
it refreshes me!!!
the wonders of expectancy frm God =)
my God is an awesome god.
HE IS !!


went DMM, and wat eelee taught, refreshes me again.
wah...
now i truely understand wat it means by the word of God is like the honey to our soul..
hahahha.
i feel Good now =)
if old granny sarah can give birth at the age of 100 plus, if moses can depart the red sea, if the donkey can speak, if the lame can walk, the dead can be risen....
den y cant God do his miracles and wonders in my cg?
wat else can God not do?
if he has already given me His only son, wat else can God not give me?
hey God, its an insult to u when i doubt u.
i'm sorry God.
west a two shall be the cg that God create miracles, do wonders.
we shall be the witnesses.
i dun wana a steady cg without experiencing God, i rather the cg to experience storm and den experience God, and also witnessing His wonders.
ok, i noe, this is a dangerous prayer..
even i was typing this, i have to urge to backspace everything and pretend i've said nth.
but God, i wana experience u, i wana be stronger.


went to jes's hse for steamboat.
very nice =)
i like the feeling of fellowshiping and this family feel.
joyce phoebe xiao cindy jolene wei wei were there too!
fun fun fun =)
the auntie is so friendly!!
yups!


went home with joyce..
was telling joyce that actually in the past when she ask me if i wana receive holy spirit..
thou i ans her "yes"
but in my heart.. it was.. " i can say dun wan meh??"
haha
and i scared they will start chanting to me if i say no, so i have to say yes.
wahahaha.
and many many things, i started off with funny intentions and motives.
i tik most ppl are lidat lar.
wahaha
and joyce replied me... "but God still dote u alot"

i duno y, when i hear this, i feel so happy.
it feels so good to hear that. haha.
its obvious that i am so blessed by God in my life and ministry.

God nv fail me before...

thanks jency for the mp3 landyard(i spell wrong?)
its comes to me handy!
i was so troubled, cos i no money to buy it.
haha
eh, i feel so loved k!
thanks leh.
duno how to express.
but ya, thanks!


in conclusion..
i am charged up to do great things for God!
i must not feel defeated.
cos i am not defeated.

 

-tiinggx`charriis ™ __* ii am ur beloved , ii am ur child-

 

 

 

 

 

 

Send instant messages to your online friends http://asia.messenger.yahoo.com